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Wednesday, January 19, 2005

I am listening to the song " yong qi " by Fish Leong, but the song lyric is not related to my situation now. But I like the name " Yong Qi " .

All the steps we take in life need courage
You need courage to leave a job to go for further progression and risk for self improvement and realising your dreams.
You need courage to step out of a relationship which will lead you to nowhere.
You need courage to leave your friends and colleagues somehow you had grown attached to them.
You need courage to know and accept new people that keep coming in your life.
You need courage to try to forget the person who had really hurt your heart badly and forgives them.
You need courage to face the failures in your life and learn from them.
You need courage to face your biggest enemy, yourself.
You need courage every morning the moment when u wake up to go for work.
You need courage to accept that your loved ones will leave you one day, maybe is today.
You need courage to accept that yesterday you had gone , left only the present you to fought for the 2moro.
You need courage to face that pim pim on your face! (anyway, that is the biggest courage for me)
You need courage to play nice with the jerks and emotional fuckwittages that come into your life to entertain you .
You need courage to face the disappointment of the people that you respect and you desperately want them to be proud of you.
And the courage to take easy of the unexpectancy in your life, the changes and the new kind of feelings each evolved.

Professor Koah trust and "LOOK hiGH UP" on me that she entrust the whole new research project for me to handle. I mean ....I know I will do well and I will not disappoint her.. I am willing to take up the challenges.

I had read up the research papers that had been published ... I really like the research that they handed to me.. it about a genetic research studies about individual's drug metabolism with their gene CYP2C19, we had oredi begin on it with those blood samples coming in .

toking about the blood samples... I felt utterly disgusting !
DNA extraction is full of blood splash ...tiny blood dots can be seen on the pipette holder and the bottles. Because when we open the tube of blood, there can be aerosol !

I agree with guifeng too that the lst few weeks are all about reading up .. ... kau , boring boring boring! When we actually know what are we going to do, we will be darm busy! I WANT TO DO LAB! i can actually see that the people there is not workaholic ...it is because they are too busy too tok! wah ......

If it meant not fated to .... it not been fated to .

Rarely, I can stay up late at the hour...............................................................................

My resolution to become a more feminine species

My male colleagues thor and others from PSB called me up this morning and chio me wanna have lurch with the group of big boys ... kau ... I tell them next time la ...
A sudden call from them jolted me in a surprise mode while i am so engaged in my scientific reports
now resolute wan to be feminine niao cano join....Now must cultivate inner and outer poise ( Kau ! Puke la!)

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